Oscar best actor talks about self-doubt: "You're yourself, you don't have to apologize."

The 91st Oscars ceremony ended with the best actor won by Rami Malek, who starred in "Bohemian Rhapsody." Remimalic In the film, he plays the late Queen Orchestra lead singer Die Meu Churi, who performed the music talent of lead singer Freddy from the Rise of the Queen Orchestra, as well as the loss of confusion and self-identification struggles after becoming famous.

After taking the stage, Remimalic thanked his mother, her deceased father and the Queen's Orchestra for being part of the legendary orchestra through the film. He, who was of Egyptian descent, also mentioned that he had been frustrated and confused by his self-identity as a child:

If I had known I could get the honor as a child, my curly head would probably have been scared to fly, because he had been struggling with self-identification and trying to find who he really was.

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"Bohemian Rhapsody" is not only the life of legendary singer Freddy, but also a picture of everyone will undergo the self-struggle: Lost after fame, despite the money and the attention of the crowd, but the heart of the empty, eager to be understood mood, but always can not be filled. He was born in India to Indian Persian ancestry and emigrated to London, England, at the age of 17, in recognition of his sexual struggles (though some argue that Freddy did not explicitly express his personal nature when he was alive and questioned the distortion of the film): He loved Mary dearly and had an erotic passion for men.

and Remimalic In addition to his mind to delve into Freddy, he also found his own story, and Freddy is so similar. "I need to get to know this person," Remimalic said during a visit to NPR. Then I began to return to myself from his story: a young man who emigrated to another country, ruled out all difficulties to do what he loved. Our family is also an immigrant, I am the first generation after immigrating to the United States, my family is from Egypt, In order for children to live a better life and come to the United States, like many people, they want their children to be lawyers or doctors. 」

When he was young, he felt out of step with his peers because of the cultural differences caused by his immigration status, which made it difficult for him to identify with his identity. And such difficulties are reflected in the name, when others read the wrong name, he did not dare to correct: "Nearly 10 years, no one can correctly read" Remy ", it is difficult for me to shape self-identification. 」

This is the story of Freddy, the story of Remimalic, and the story of each of us, and it is honest and engraved with everyone's unavoidable self-doubt: Who am I? How do I become myself? Who can stay with me? Who am I in love with again?

Backstage at the Oscars, Remimalic went on to talk further about the self-identification process of being an immigrant: "When I was young, I used to feel like I should get rid of these [Egyptian ancestry] because I felt I couldn't fit in with the crowd, as if I were an outsider." When I grew up, I realized how beautiful my pedigree was, and now I'm proud that I have Egyptian ancestry. 」

Remimalic and Freddy, with their stories, prove that although the process of life is full of confusion, want to deny self-existence, but do not be afraid ah, we all walk through this period, looking back at their roots, to affirm him, to love him, to believe in the meaning and value of their existence, that is why you for you, born for their own reasons.