I'll write it down! Take stock of the best composer of the 2019 Golden Song Awards, Ai Yiliang's five classics

The 30th Annual Golden Song Awards came today (6/29), with Ai Yiliang winning the best composer award for her album "Live Vertical, Horizontal Nostalgia."

After receiving the award, she openly confronted her own negative feelings, recalling: "I had no way to write and sing again for a while because I didn't know if you were listening." I want to say things really too small, pain and no one else's much, I always feel that I am complaining. These trivial complaints together into songs, as if to represent my youth, rampant, even a little brave mood, really only thank you. 」

"I know you're listening, and I'll write it down hard!" 」

Some people say that Ai Yiliang is a thief, is the person who stole tears, her charming smoke yam, can always be secretly stabbed in your heart, the most painful, but also the fastest way to get up. In this very gentle night, there is eternal Ai Yiliang, selected five "vertical alive, horizontal nostalgia" in the song, and Ai Yiliang's text, for you to write, for you to sing.

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"All Night"

We hold too much doesn't matter, but we all want it, but we have all night to escape what I don't want.

In the days of the flow of desire, Ai Yiliang wrote:

I hide my cynicism in lazy jazz chords and shakes; I'm always asking me questions about being alone, or "what if my partner falls in love with someone else?" Actually, don't we know it ourselves?

Think about why Alice wandered to the Kingdom of Dreams. She was curious about the taste of food she had never eaten, and what the world she had never been to looked like. Curiosity kills a cat;

-Yiliang's late-night mutter: There is no betrayal in the world of love, only real desire

Forever Young

The best love is there for you now. She sings:

This is my skeleton, my gut, right? You love me like that, right, meet every girl, I'll tell her you should love it like that.

"Destroy Me"

"Just when I'm empty, just as I'm getting old, glazing me, i'm killing me when I'm at my most beautiful time. "

Ai Yiliang said that she talked about death countless times on the album, and then in her dreams, she clearly saw her own death, so she wrote:

I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid of saying goodbye. I am not afraid to see my own death, I am only afraid that I will lose my sight, there is no way to see any love.
Not afraid of me not to be loved, I am afraid i love no longer want to think of me, I am really afraid of death.

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Children Born at Night

Hope that one day when we say goodbye, we can hang our eyes safely without fear of tomorrow

We hate the world, hate the world, but also so deeply love the world, Ai Yiliang wrote:

We are celebrating, we use our warmth, to each fire. This is the way I love you, the hot joke, I love you this forever cold world.

-Yiliang's essay: the world is cold, my love is still burning

To Julian

I hope I'm independent after I stop crying, I want to get guidance after signing poetry, I hope I can forget you after the winter, but you've been living in every temperature I've been in.

She released the song "To Julian" on Valentine's Day. There is always some love, although heartbroken and never-ending, it is still worth celebrating, worth celebrating each other's lightness.

"There are always a few festivals of this importance that are spent in a time of heartbreak. 」

Ai Yiliang's "To Julian": The memory we leave, the version we will not regret

May we all be able to love after the pain, still have the future still look forward to, with Ai Yiliang's song, like no tomorrow to sing.